Good Morning my dear Blogland,
So today is New Years Eve and coincidentally my Nephews First Birthday also. This year I seem to have failed to make any sort of New Years resolutions, everyone always seems so dead set on changing themselves when the new year comes in "This year I'll do such and such", "I'll make sure I do this." Normally I'm right there along side them, this year however I'm content with myself. I'm happy with who I am I want to plan and do more things and see more people but I wouldn't class that as a resolution per se. To be Honest this year I'm quite happy to just make it through the year, no changing myself and trying to make myself a better person, I just want to make it to 2015.
This year is what I consider my year of uncertainty, I think this year will either make me or break me. I kind of knew I would make it through 2013 even with the minor near death experience in the middle, but whats life without a few near death experiences thrown in there for fun? This year I'm not sure. Right now I feel okay, I've obviously felt better but it's more of a slowly creeping feeling of tired, an exhaustion feeling. Getting up gets harder, little things like making a bed get harder just things like that. My chest pains have been getting worse sometimes to the point where I'm in physical agony, nothing helps it's just something that comes with chronic pain and something you have to adjust and get used to. If I stay as I am I think I may just make it but unfortunately with the unpredictable nature of my condition that's probably unlikely, I like to think I can stay at this level for a while though or at least for long enough.
So although my year is unpredictable and unsure, I hope you all have a wonderful New Year and that whatever it has in store for you, you have fun along the way!
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS