Working on it...

So I am not completely better yet, but we're working on it. When I say better I mean in the general sense in that I'm trying not to feel like crap all of the time. I went and got my prescription today and we changed my antibiotics from the one I was on to a new one called Flucloxacillin which is one of the antibiotics they had me on last year when I had the very serious infection so we know it should kill of the surface infection. I mean it's not as intense as last year but hopefully it won't need to be to get rid of it. 

My increase in my diuretics is starting to shift some of the extra fluid I seem to have been retaining which I am relieved about my stomach was starting to resemble something of a pregnant lady's lol. I rang hammersmith today and spoke to one of my specialist nurses and she thinks I should book a appointment with my GP to sort out this "I'm going to die in my sleep" anxiety that I seem to be having so I'm seeing my GP on the 22nd, I'm sure they'll refer me to a shrink or something which I don't mind doing, I'm just not one of those people that thinks constantly talking about something to someone is going to shift the fear I have. It's not like talking about it is going to stop it from happening, but I suppose I can try it and maybe it will make me feel a bit better about it all. 

I managed to get out of the house yesterday, albeit accompanied by my oxygen but I got to go see a movie that I have been waiting to see since I found out that it was being turned into a movie "Divergent". It did not disappoint at all, it was a really good adaptation of the book and I'm really excited to see the next one :D 

Chat soon guys 


  1. I have just discovered your blog and I absolutely love it :) http://finestprocrastination.blogspot.co.uk/

  2. Love your blog. Sometimes I just have tp remind myself it will all be ok :-)
    Beth x


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