One of those evenings...

This evening is one of those evenings. I'm sure a lot of my PH friends would relate to it. I haven't had one of these evenings in a few weeks so I kind of knew I was due one. I'm going to try and explain. 

This evening started off with a lovely migraine and I managed to sleep for a about 45minutes and two paracetamol tablets and it has become more of a dull groan in my head rather than the blindness inducing, physically sick feeling thing that it could be. I'm currently a lovely shade of Beetroot which my lovely PH friend Tina actually calls corn beef, haha, we aren't joking though when we compare ourselves to colours it's not an exaggeration we literally are these colours. It's like when I say my legs are a purple blue colour I'm not joking somedays they literally look like they could be a corpses legs. 

Whilst being a beetroot could be mildly amusing to a outsider this does bring it's own issues, for me it makes me very hot, my face feels like it's about to burn off and I feel quite sick with it. I cannot concentrate for the life of me, I try to watch tv and find myself just staring at something randomly for about 15 minutes completely missing anything I was supposed to be watching, reading a book not a chance and this blog as of right now I think it's taken me about 30minutes to get to this point just because I can't concentrate long enough to write it.

It's one of those evenings where I'm plagued with random chest pains and heart palpitations that physically hurt and it feels as though you may as well not be wearing your oxygen at all for all the good it seems to be doing. And finally you just know beyond all doubt it will be one of those nights where you won't be able to sleep till at least 4am because your body just loves you like that. 

So my plan is to just try and relax as hard as I may find it, there's really not much you can do about them you just have to try and ride them out and hope that by the morning when you wake up and have to do your pump change after a few hours sleep you feel a little bit better. I just hope it's a one off night and I know, I know I need to be grateful because I went a good few weeks without dealing with anything that bad but I would really love to continue with my good streak I've been enjoying it. 

Enjoy your sleep my lovelies.

As always, thank-you for reading guys and chat soon


  1. Having those days is rough. But I love the quotation that you kept in mind while writing this post! Hope you feel better!

  2. I love love love that quote! I live my whole life by it!

  3. I love quotes like it they definitely put a few things in perspective for me :) xoxo

  4. Thank-you Emma, woke up with a dull thud on the brain but nothing too awful and chest isn;t great today but got my hair done which has totally refreshed me :) xoxo

  5. Awww thank-you smilesifyXO xoxo


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